Sex addicts and addicts generally are often described as narcissistic, but many non-addicts are narcissists as well. Trying to have a relationship with a true narcissist can be an extremely tortuous and confusing experience.
The continuum of narcissism
Many psychological disorders are now being talked about as existing on a spectrum, that is they are not like other diseases where either you have them or you dont. With spectrum disorders the set of symptoms can range from very mild to very severe.
As I have discussed previously, narcissists at the mild end may be labeled as having narcissistic personality traits such as self centeredness and vanity; those labeled as having narcissistic personality disorder will be mostly oblivious of the needs of others and will focus on maintaining a false and grandiose sense of a self. At the outer most extreme the narcissist becomes akin to a sociopath, feeling so over-entitled and so lacking in conscience or empathy that they are opportunists and even criminals.
Many sex addicts and other kinds of addicts have what is called a narcissistic defense system, that is they have a faade of self importance which merely covers a deep seated lack of self worth.
What to expect with a narcissist
Narcissists are cut off from others by their underlying insecurity but they nevertheless can become expert at manipulating people in order to draw them in. They can be habitually seductive as a way of finding validation and power in relating to people generally. They are fundamentally impossible to connect with in the following ways.
- The narcissist needs you to be focused on him.
He or she may initially show great interest and appreciation for you. This is gratifying but is skin deep. It is done to get you to focus on them. They may give lavish praise and compare you favorably to others; in this way they manipulate you into trying to keep their good opinion thus becoming more and more focused on what they think about you (and everything else.) And you become unconsciously afraid to displease the narcissist or incur his disapproval.
- The narcissist needs to see anyone they are close to as special.
The idea here is that the narcissist needs to feel he is wonderful and that he wouldnt be seen associating with anyone who wasnt wonderful too. He sees you as a reflection of his own specialness. This does not really say anything about how he really feels about you, what is important to the narcissist is how you make him look to others and to himself.
- The narcissist will be controlling and demanding.
You may feel constantly thrown off from what you were doing or thinking about because the narcissist will come at you with their needs and wants. Narcissists will have their own agenda most of the time. They will use their judgmental attitude, their scrutiny of you and their strong opinions to enforce that agenda.
If you have already become involved you may be sacrificing yourself in a million little ways and even feeling that your life has been taken over. This is a far cry from a real relationship in which the partners lives together involve mutual decision making and genuine listening.
- Narcissists will be volatile when they are challenged.
Since their faade of superiority is just a faade, the narcissist will be cut to the quick if they feel criticized in any way. Their first line of defense will be to discount and devalue whatever or whoever has pricked their bubble. But they will be deeply affected and may harbor rage or resentments. This makes it impossible to express your true feelings or needs and to have them be heard.
- Narcissists will bail out when you stop feeding their narcissism.
You may be unable to shake the feeling that the relationship is tenuous because it is. It is possible to puncture a narcissists false self very easily. And since your worth to him or her lies in your ability to reinforce their self image, you can become a hindrance if and when you stop mirroring their perfection.
Someone who has milder narcissistic traits is probably using their grandiosity as a defense, as is the case with most sex addicts in treatment. In recovery they can gain a stronger sense of self worth and let go of the narcissistic defense system. With treatment, these people may be more able to connect to their insecurities and you may find that they both want and have a genuine capacity for a healthy relationship.