I am not OK with being with a good enough mother. I work too hard to settle for that.
One of my closest friends (and one of the most devoted mothers I know) said those words to me a couple of years ago, and Ive never forgotten them. On a personal level, I was heartbroken to realize that my friend was putting that much pressure on herself. On a professional level, I was saddened to see that once again one of my favorite theories of parenting and child development had been totally misunderstood.
Usually when I hear the phrase good enough mother*, its either by mothers like my friend, who see good enough as not enough, or by mothers who are using it as an explanation for why they arent the perfect mother. Its become about whether or not we cook a multicourse meal every night or bring a holiday craft project and snack in for the entire preschool class. The good enough mother is now a failure to be avoided at all costs, or an explanation for why we havent been able to do better.
Unfortunately, for both our children and ourselves, both of these explanations totally miss the point.
The phrase good enough mother was first coined in 1953 by Donald Winnicott, a British pediatrician and psychoanalyst. Winnicott observed thousands of babies and their mothers, and over time he came to realize that babies and children actually benefit when their mothers fail them in manageable ways. (Im not talking about major failures, such as child abuse and neglect, of course.) The process of becoming the good enough mother to our children happens over time. When our babies are infants, we try to be constantly available and immediately responsive to them. As soon as they cry, we feed them or snuggle them or change their diaperswe do whatever it takes to help them feel better. This is important, because it teaches our children that they are safe and that they will be cared for.
The thing is, we parents cant sustain this level of attentiveness to our children forever, nor should we. That is precisely Winnicotts point. He believed that the way to be a good mother is to be a good enough mother. Children need their mothers (or primary caretakers, whoever they may be) to fail them in tolerable ways on a regular basis so they can learn to live in an imperfect world. Every time we dont hear them calling us right away, every time we dont listen as well as we should, every time we feed them a dinner they dont want to eat, every time we make them share when they dont want to, we are getting them ready to function in a society that will frustrate and disappoint them on a regular basis.
Children need to learn, in small ways every day, that the world doesnt revolve around them, that their every request wont be honored, and that their behaviors impact other people. They need to learnthrough experiencethat life can be hard, that they will feel let down and disappointed, that they wont get their way, and despite all of that (or perhaps because of it) they will still be OK.
If our children never have these experiencesif their every need is met every timethey will have no ability to manage the challenges that will inevitably arise. They wont learn that its ok to feel bored or annoyed or sad or disappointed. They wont learn, time and again, that life can be painful and frustrating and theyll get through it.
In short, building our childrens resilience is the gift of the good enough mother.
Theres one other important point we need to remember about the good enough mothershes not only a gift to her children, but shes also unavoidable. It is, quite simply, not possible to do better than good enough. Perfection is not an option. I dont need to explain to you that its just not possible to meet every single one of our childs needs, be it another bowl of macaroni and cheese, a desire to cover the wall with marker, or a wish to stay up all night watching Dora episodes. Even if it were somehow possible to be the perfect mother, the end result would a delicate, fragile child who couldnt tolerate even the slightest disappointment. None of us want that for our children.
The reality is that either we are good enough or we arent, most of the time. If were not good enough, then we may be letting our children down in a myriad of unpredictable, possibly irreparable ways. If we are good enoughwhich I believe most of us arethen we mostly get it right, and sometimes we get it wrong. Our children may feel annoyed or frustrated or sad because we have let them down, but in that moment, in those many small moments, they learn that life is hard, that they can feel terrible, and they will bounce back.
Each time we let our children down, and they get through it, they get just a little bit stronger. That is the gift of the good enough mother, and its time we all embrace it.
*When Winnicott developed this theory, mothers were, for the most part, the primary caretakers. At this point in time, it might make more sense to say “good enough parent” or “good enough caretaker” as children learn from tolerable failures in every caring relationship in their lives. Fathers, grandparents, and other caretakers are just as central to this conversation as mothers, and our language needs to continue to reflect that. However, the phrase “good enough mother” is such a common one in today’s parenting conversation that I wanted to address it directly. In addition, I do believe that mothers struggle with this issue more than fathers. But that’s another post for another time.