Breakup Stages

I am wondering what stage of breakup I am in. Breakup occurred three weeks ago, had been five years with him. I’m starting to accept the reality, but I’m wondering if I’m still in denial and have the other four

Is This Cheating?

This happened in 2015, when my husband came home after a trip to Amsterdam. He told me he had been to the RLD and wanted us to get tested for sexually transmitted diseases. When I asked him about what transpired-