Unsure of Sexual Abuse

I recently found out that my parents told their friends and my boyfriend-now-husband that they gave me pretty sexualized spankings when I was in my late teens. They described them in sexualized detail, or mentioned them in a sexual way

Lack of Emotion

My therapist says i am “emotionally detached.” In the past i have been told i could have autism. My husband thinks i am a sociopath. I have little to no emotion and can’t quite understand, nor do i care, about


My boyfriend has cheated on every girlfriend he has had, and I gave him a chance to prove that he can change and be a better person, but I’m scared that he is either playing with me or cheating on