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Did My Grandmother Sexually Abuse Me?

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From a teen in Sweden: When I was around 7 years old I remember that my grandmother had made me sit in her lap and suck on her breast. I think this only happened once, but I’m not entirely sure. I know that we were alone in the room and she smiled at me while it was happening, but I don’t remember her reaction or if she said anything. I was able to not think about what happened to me for a period of time, but I would still think about it sometimes, throughout the years, infrequently. Now that I’m 19 the memories have started to come back again and more frequently and I don’t know why.

I have thought of telling my therapist about it but I’ve never told anyone. Just thinking about talking to someone face-to-face about the event makes me feel very embarrassed. At the same time, I do not feel like I should make a big deal about it because it was probably just a weird, random occurrence and might not count as CSA, and that I may possibly be overreacting. I’m not entirely sure how to label the event… Do you think that this could count as child sexual abuse?

Did My Grandmother Sexually Abuse Me?

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It is not normal or appropriate for an adult to pretend to be nursing a 7-year-old. The exception would be if your grandmother was suffering from dementia. If that is the case, her actions were due to the dementia, not an act of abuse. Either way, though, it may have affected you.

However, although you were being victimized, it doesn’t necessarily mean you were traumatized. Different people react to victimization in different ways.

By all means, talk to your therapist about it. I can’t determine on the basis of a short letter whether your reaction to it is a sign that you are covering up feelings about it — or if you really did write it off as something weird your grandmother did and moved on. Either is possible.

I’m glad you are already seeing a therapist because you have someone who knows you well with whom to talk this out. Please don’t avoid it out of embarrassment. You didn’t do anything wrong. Your therapist won’t judge you but will help you explore whether that event is having negative impact on your life now.

I’m very glad you wrote. It might help you raise the issue with your therapist if you just bring your letter and this response to your next session.

I wish you well.
Dr. Marie

Did My Grandmother Sexually Abuse Me?

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Hartwell-Walker, D. (2018). Did My Grandmother Sexually Abuse Me?. Psych Central. Retrieved on December 5, 2020, from
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