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Rejection Pain that Doesn’t End

From the U.S.: I’ve recently been cut off from a couple of friends who I have romantic feelings for. I can’t shut off my feelings for them and I was having regular panic attacks about it, so they no longer talk to me. We had been living together and they asked me to leave. It’s been three months and I can’t stop thinking about them.

I’ve struggled with the pain of rejection my whole life but I’m tired of it. I can never get over people I love. Most people seem to move past feelings but I never do.

My other friends have tried to convince me to move on but no matter what I do, I feel a desperate need to be with them. I’ve felt like this about other people in the past, and it took years of daily pain before subsiding. I can’t sleep well and my ability to focus is diminished. I am taking citolopram as prescribed by my doctor for anxiety, but its not really helping with this. I desperately need to be with people who don’t want to be with me.

I have tried counseling before but most counselors do not work when I can see them and my work schedule is not at all flexible. I don’t have much money because I’m a school teacher in Oklahoma so most online counseling is out of the question. Honestly I don’t know what else to try at this point. I’m tired and I just want to go back to the people I love.

Rejection Pain that Doesn’t End

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  I am very sorry you are suffering so. But you already know that the intensity of your reaction to rejection is way too much — and has gone on much too long. Since this has gone on since childhood, it suggests to me that there was a traumatic experience in your childhood from which you have never recovered. I’m guessing that maybe there is something about the way you are in relationships that contributes to people leaving you.

You already know that trying to get back with the people who asked you to leave is not a realistic option. You do need therapy for this.

It’s hard for me to believe that there are no therapists in your area who keep late afternoon, evening and Saturday hours. Most therapists in private practice do. And many offer a sliding fee scale to make it affordable.

I suggest that you talk to your primary care doctor about getting a list of names of therapists or clinics in the area who can help you. If you have a faith, you might also look into whether the clergy are available for free counseling.

Rejection is an inevitable part of life. Not everyone “clicks” in the same way. Not everyone we admire or want to befriend, returns the feelings. It is unrealistic to think you will never experience it again. What you can change is your response to it.

You have suffered with this problem for far too long. I really hope you will make a concerted effort to find the help you need. Therapy will help you gain insight into what perhaps you can change so you are less likely to be rejected as well as how to manage it when it ihappens.

I wish you well.
Dr. Marie

Rejection Pain that Doesn’t End

Dr. Marie Hartwell-Walker

Dr. Marie is licensed as both a psychologist and marriage and family counselor. She specializes in couples and family therapy and parent education. Follow her on Facebook or Twitter.

APA Reference
Hartwell-Walker, D. (2017). Rejection Pain that Doesn’t End. Psych Central. Retrieved on October 22, 2018, from https://psychcentral.com/ask-the-therapist/2017/11/20/rejection-pain-that-doesnt-end/

 

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Last updated: 17 Nov 2017
Last reviewed: By John M. Grohol, Psy.D. on 17 Nov 2017
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