Thank you for your email. As you note in your profile, you are a second-year master student. I would highly recommend, because of the number and complexity of problems, that you use your resources at the university for counseling. Your university will have a staff of therapists that are used to dealing with these type of issue, and you can typically get this kind of counseling free or for no cost. There is a lot to sort through, and ongoing counseling will help.