I’m sorry that this is happening to you. It must be frightening to believe that people are trying to harm you. If you have proof, the police could help. The police will not ignore physical evidence. If you have it, you should give it to them.
The psychological torture you feel could have been triggered by a trauma. Your learning about your husband’s infidelity and your subsequent divorce could have triggered this problem. It is important to consult a mental health professional when experiencing the symptoms you have described.
You were hospitalized for four days. Were you prescribed medication? In all likelihood, medication was recommended. Taking that medication could have helped you feel more calm and less frightened. Consider returning to the hospital, reporting your symptoms and asking for their assistance. Treatment could reduce your fears and help you to feel more stable.
It is imperative that you consult a mental health professional. Without treatment, this problem may worsen and continue to cause you great distress. If possible, surround yourself with people you trust and seek help as soon as possible. Please take care.
Dr. Kristina Randle