My sister-44 and mother-72 live together. Both are disabled. My mother is bi-polar/borderline personality. My sister has a chronic pain condition and, though not diagnosed with a specific mental illness, has NO self-esteem, is OCD and chronically depressed. She’s been married twice, is single, has no children and likely never will (something she can’t get over). Obviously that situation is toxic but unavoidable for financial reasons. I field hundreds of calls and texts her. Day and night. Though they both see psychiatrists for meds, neither are in therapy anymore since “it doesn’t work.”
I am 48, happily married 31 years with grown kids, but am constantly bombarded by their situation. I try to help, to be an ear when I can, but nothing I say changes anything and I have NO ANSWERS. Nothing I do is enough. I am NOT a trained therapist! There IS no answer to their issues. She cries to me that she may never get help for her pain and she’ll never have kids etc and what can I say? She tells me she’s jealous of my life! How do you respond to that! It’s sad but it is what it is.
What I can’t deal with being told that dumping your problems on your sister is normal. So I am a bad sister for not wanting to discuss the same depressing issues over and over and over with no resolution. My sister tries to guilt me all the time by complaining that we never do anything together (she rarely leaves the house) and I’m not “supporting” her since I won’t let her monopolize my time whenever she feels like it. I say “What do you want from me?” but of course, she can’t answer that. She just wants to call and dump on me until I feel panicked since there is no fixing her problems and I worry about what will happen when my mom passes away and she’s on her own and even more needy.
I have reached the end of my rope and tell her that she needs a counselor and it’s not fair to use me like one and expect us to have a healthy sisterly relationship. I just need someone to back me up, or tell me I am wrong, so I can put my foot down once and for all or figure out a way to somehow “do more”.