I need some advice on the issues I’ve been dealing with recently. I was recently diagnosed with pure-o OCD around 3 months ago. I’ve been managing the OCD without any medication and purely with CBT, diet, and exercise. I have some good days but mostly bad. I also think I suffer from depersonalization. It has happened to me on occasion before the OCD hit, but it happened more often after I smoked marajuana for the first time. It’s gotten worse since the OCD hit. I’m just curious if this is actually depersonalization I’m experiencing or something else.. It’s usually worse after I’ve gotten through a tough OCD episode, like I have nothing else to worry about so suddenly the DP hits. I’ll describe the feeling the best I can, it’s mostly just an “off” feeling. I don’t feel in touch with my inner self, or rather that I’m lacking an inner self. I feel like my brain isn’t mine, that it’s someone else’s? And that I’ve lost myself. Things in reality look real, I’ve never experienced DR with the DP. I feel numb a lot of the time, kind of like I’m empty, a shell of who I used to be. When I talk to people I feel like I’m putting on a show, like I know what to say, how to act, but I don’t really feel it? I feel almost like a robot, controlled by my brain but not really by “me”. I just feel so off, and I have a lot of anxiety about it. I used to be so sure of who I was until the OCD hit. It’s like I’ll be thinking about the fact of thinking, I keep examining the own inner workings of brain, and it’s so strange and difficult to describe. Like I don’t feel like I’m human or that I have a personality, I literally just feel like a robot going through the motions but not actually feeling anything. It’s horrible. I also get really distressed because I suffer from harm OCD, usually when the DP hits it triggers the harm OCD because I worry I have no empathy because of how “off” I feel. I worry often that I’m going to go insane and suddenly lose touch with reality or hurt someone. Is this DP or something else?! Help please.