I am so very glad you contacted us here. I agree with you. Something about this horrific encounter has intensified the symptoms. My best guess is that the bed and bedroom have also become unsafe triggers.
I would highly recommend EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) for treatment. This method of treatment has been shown to be effective for many. It has the promise of relatively rapid relief and the chances are good that the practitioner. Here is a link to people qualified to conduct this type of treatment.
As you begin to manage the symptoms I would then look for a therapist to unravel the reasons you were choosing abusive men. The ‘find help’ tab at the top of this page can help you locate someone in your area.