The symptoms you have described are concerning. Feeling as though someone is watching you may be indicative of paranoia.
Anxiety may also be a possibility. Sometimes, when people experience a particular type of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), they fear that they might act out in ways that are unpredictable. OCD is a type of anxiety disorder.
The manner in which you interact with others is unusual. Your parents said that you speak in “riddles” and others have said that you are “mellow of an unnatural level.” These are unusual communication styles but more information is necessary to determine what may be wrong.
It would be advantageous for you to be evaluated by a mental health professional. An evaluation would help you to know if anything is wrong and how to treat it. Ask your parents for assistance in finding a mental health professional. Don’t ignore your symptoms. They are treatable with mental health intervention. Please take care.
Dr. Kristina Randle