Generally speaking, you seem to have the confidence to do what you want. There have been several situations in which you could’ve done something but decided against it, but overall I do not get the impression that you are overly socially anxious.
Having too much anxiety is not normal but having “too little” is also not normal. Some anxiety is normal and there are people who would argue that it is healthy because a heightened state of arousal can be protective.
It’s normal to feel some anxiety in groups or when trying something new, but that doesn’t seem to stop you from doing what you want. I would recommend your continued involvement with groups. You seem naturally inclined to want to be part of groups and that is very healthy. Thanks for writing. Please take care.
Dr. Kristina RAndle