Amy’s Story with Depression

By Lynn Ponton, MD

I was diagnosed with depression four years ago, and was prescribed 20 mg. of Prozac a day. This has been extremely effective. I now only take Prozac when I feel as if I cannot control the depression myself. Twice within the past month, the most recent being last night, I suffered what I now believe to be panic attacks. While I did not have a racing heart or actual shortness of breath, I awoke feeling uncomfortably warm and while not suffocating, I had a feeling of smothering. I felt a need to leave my darkened room, because it seemed that the room was causing the smothering. I went downstairs to the kitchen and got a glass of water, which seemed to help somewhat.

I then took a Prozac and went back up the stairs, but did not want to enter my bedroom. I just felt the most overwhelming need to scream or run. I sat at the top of the stairs for several minutes during which time I sobbed uncontrollably, after which I felt some relief and went back to bed and slept. Both attacks have been in my bedroom, at night and awakening from a sound sleep. I am not sure if it is triggered by a dream, because I have no memory of dreaming when I awake. I am female, 59 years old, and in excellent health. I walk four miles per hour daily, either on my treadmill or an outside track. I do 50 to 100 sit-ups daily. I try to lead a very active life, and until last night, it did not occur to me that what I was experiencing was a panic attack.

I intend to try not to anticipate the next one. Rather, I will go back on daily doses of Prozac to try to ward them off. Thanks for listening.

APA Reference
Ponton, L. (2006). Amy’s Story with Depression. Psych Central. Retrieved on February 14, 2012, from http://psychcentral.com/lib/2006/amys-story-with-depression/
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    Last reviewed: By John M. Grohol, Psy.D. on 4 May 2006
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