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Reality Hitting Me at Random Times

Hello, I’ve had this happen a few times in the last few months where I will be driving or some other mundane task and all of a sudden it’s like a sudden realization of reality. I start to freak out and have what I think would be a mini panic attack or a mental/emotional breakdown. It’s difficult to describe but it feels as if something is trying to come out of my mind and...
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Burn Victim and Not Happy with My Life

I’m 15 years old. When I was 13 I was in a bad accident where 30% of my body was burned with 3rd degree burns. Every since that day, I have thought about the accident. My mother is in debt because of me and my mistake. My mother would cry everyday while I’m the hospital and I would listen, feeling terrible. Once I got out of the hospital, I would cry myself to sleep...
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Lost Trust in Therapist

Hi, I recently left a session with my therapist and without warning she called the police on me for a welfare check, because she mistakenly thought I was suicidal. After angrily expressing my hurt and betrayal towards her and coming to the conclusion that she misunderstood, I have restarted my sessions with her. However, they are awkward, because I have lost trust in her and am still hurting. How do we attempt to get...
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Scared to Get Help

I think I have depression. I’ve done all the online tests and although they say not to use them as a diagnostic tool, all of them say I have moderate to severe depression. I see absolutely no point in life, I honestly couldn’t care less if I died tomorrow. My life is worth nothing and I find it unfair that I have to live in it. I feel empty and hollowed out inside but...
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Everyone Hates Me and I Want To Die

I see a therapist at CAMHS under NHS for depression and Social Anxiety, I’m on Anti-depressants (fluoxetine) and take two 20mg tablets a day but they don’t do anything. Basically I constantly feel like killing myself and I regularly plan how I’m going to do it. I can’t stop feeling like I want to die and shouldn’t be here and I also think everyone else hates me too. Therapy isn’t doing anything because I...
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I Wish I Could Die

I have gone through alot of misery before. Now I have a successful career, a supporting husband, and live in a great place with great people. But I wish I could die! I don’t want to be disappointed if I do not accomplish my goals and fast. I am sick with the financial issues my husband and I are having. I don’t feel as romantically close to him, my self-esteem is super low and...
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I Don’t Know if I’m Depressed

I took all the tests and most of them say I’m depressed. But I don’t feel sad! I have a nice family and I get good grades. I’m homeschooled so I have no bullying problems or self hate problems. But I get suicidal. I have moments where I fantasize about killing my family and then myself. And I always just want to be alone. I hate going out places, but I’m not afraid of...
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Am I Suffering from Depression?

Lately I feel so sad or lonely and I really don’t know why, but now I have suicidal thoughts and I cut myself, I still don’t want anyone to worry about someone like me, I don’t want to be a burden even though I really am a burden to everyone, Am I suffering from depression? I actually have a very low confidence and I regard myself as inferior to others. I kinda want to...
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My Husband Committed Suicide 3 Weeks Ago

My husband and I shared a long distance relationship for 6 years due to his employment 2500 miles away and my responsibilities here. We were married for 3 of those 6 years. We did the back and forth thing for the 6 years and finally decided for him to just move in with me. His law firm wasn’t doing so well as he was a sole practitioner and we decided he could probably do...
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Hallucinations & Social Withdraw

I have been experiencing hallucinations for a little more that a year. I am 20 now, and have been experiencing a lot of stress due to school-what I had thought to be a potential cause. I had considered talking to someone about it but it seems to be too much of a risk. Another symptom that has struck me recently is my inability to handle social situations, I find myself wanting to be alone...
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Imaginary Friend that Is Real

Hi have lots of problems in my life, Since my divorce I’ve been hearing voices for 11 years and sometimes getting to this stage where I don’t know if I’m a sleep or not and scary things happen, but my problem is I have this friend that no one else can see but me and we talk a lot and I see him and feel him. He helps me from my other voices that...
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