Archives for Suicide - Page 2

Losing on Life

My dad left us when I was 10. I was brought up by mom single-handedly. She worked most of the time and I used to be alone at home. I was harassed and bullied by my uncle and his family with whom mom and myself stayed for 7 years before we could manage to stay on our own. I started working when I was 18 and have been working since then. I feel I’m...
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Scared of Getting Help and Not Sure How

My mom and I have had issues for four years. They keep getting worse no matter what I try to do. She makes me feel worthless and yells at me over every simple mistake I make. She tells me I’m not going to have a future/ I won’t do anything with my life on a day to day basis. She makes me feel so bad about myself that I want to die and I...
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I Don’t Know What Is Wrong With Me

It is my third and final year at university, in both the first and second years I was working at a first level. This year however, no matter what I do I can’t concentrate or get motivated in the slightest. I have had constant anxiety for several months now, meaning I started skipping lectures because for some reason they became almost scary. I have also had an increasing number of panic attacks, I used...
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Strange Thoughts

I’m 13 years old right now, but this is a problem that’s been recurring for a few years now. I’m prone to day dreaming, I have a few imaginary friends. I often talk with them, and when I’m not i imagine my friends and I having fun or being romantic. Idk why. I often think about how it would be to commit suicide, murder, and other things like that too though. I have a...
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Can’t Get One Thought Out of My Head or Life

A while ago I found out that a friend was raped and cuts because of it. It got to the point where I had to talk her out of suicide with the help of our coach. That same night I find out my coach has been gang raped, hazed, stabbed, etc. Since that night I’ve helped my friend through everything but I’ve not been able to get any of it out of my mind....
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I Hear the Voice of My Friend Who Died

From the : I’m 14. I hear a girl’s voice in my head and it keeps telling me I’m still here with you, and recently my best friend killed herself, so I was just wondering if it could possibly be her trying to communicate with me? A: I’m very, very sorry for your loss. Personally, I don’t think those who have died try to communicate with those who are living. I do think that...
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Wife Depressed & Refuses Treatment

My wife and I have been married for almost 2 years. In that time she has been diagnosed with multiple severe medical issues. I have been beside her and been forced to watch as she slides farther into depression. Multiple times I have tried to get her to set an appointment for counseling, even giving her a list of therapists so that she can choose her own. She has not done this and I...
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I Need to Tell My Mom that I Cut Myself Again

So my mom knows I suffer from suicidal thoughts, have attempted suicide, depression, anxiety, bulimia and cutting. I go to outpatient therapy 2 times a week every week. I was about 2 months clean, but me and my mom recently got in a huge argument … I cut so bad. Worse and more than I’ve ever done. I need to tell my mom and my therapist, but I’m so afraid and I don’t even...
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Dealing with Major Depressive Disorder

I have been feeling very lonely and empty lately, and has affected many things in my life currently. I have a history of clinical depression and have been diagnosed with it back in 2009 and suffered for four years intensely being committed in and out of inpatient facilities due to suicidal behaviors for a long time. From fall of 2013 to summer of 2014 I had no issues with depression and decided to move...
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I’m Depressed & Somewhat Suicidal

My psychologist says I’m not depressed. She says I’m finding excuses. Maybe I am, But I have no concentration, I don’t want to do anything. I feel hopeless, life, the future, everything seems hopeless. Sometimes I just feel like dying. I’ve been told I have delusions and paranoia. For years I lived thinking an audience was watching me. I would talk to myself all the time, although I thought I was talking to the...
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