Archives for Eating Disorders - Page 2

I Myself Don’t Even Know

I really just wanted some perspective. This all started about 3 months ago majorly I guess. But the most recent event was last week. I woke up last Wednesday and just didn’t want to go to school, talk to anyone, see anyone, I just hated everyone and everything around me. I haven’t gone to school for 10 days nor have I talked to any of my friends. I had eating problems before but now...
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Can I Have Bulimia If I’m Overweight?

I binge and purge almost every day but I’m not sure if I’m bulimic. My binges are not always followed by purging and my purging in not always preceded by binging. Sometimes I like the full feeling. Sometimes I’m just searching for the feeling of relief I get when I vomit. I don’t think I’m preoccupied with my weight. Also, I’m genuinely overweight so afraid to discuss this with my psychiatrist in case he...
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Eating Disorder

Every innocent diet always turns in to me not wanting to eat at all little by little then, I start to binge and purge large amounts and gain weight back. When I’m binging I feel as if I’m in a trance and all my problems go away until I stop and regret every calorie and feel even more horrible. My weight changes dramatically I either lose/gain a pound a day one week I’ll gain...
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I Need to Tell My Mom that I Cut Myself Again

So my mom knows I suffer from suicidal thoughts, have attempted suicide, depression, anxiety, bulimia and cutting. I go to outpatient therapy 2 times a week every week. I was about 2 months clean, but me and my mom recently got in a huge argument … I cut so bad. Worse and more than I’ve ever done. I need to tell my mom and my therapist, but I’m so afraid and I don’t even...
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My Obesity and Body Dysmorphia Is Slowly Killing Me

Hello. I’m a 17 year old female still in high school. I am 5’8 and weigh 245-250 pounds. Obviously I’m obese. My weight has shattered my self esteem and love for myself. I can’t look in a mirror without shedding a tear. I have tried to diet but that has resulted in binging. I’m currently in a long distance relationship with someone. I really love him for he makes me feel beautiful. We’ve been...
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Confusion and Sadness

Last winter, I was extremely upset and sad for no apparent reason. I had plenty of friends but I just often felt alone and that no one cared about me. My self-esteem is pretty low, and I absolutely hate my body. I feel disgusting after I eat, and even though I try to eat pretty healthy, I still binge eat almost every night. I self-harmed a bit, mostly because I wanted to see if...
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I’m an Extremely Picky Eater

According to all my research, I do not have an eating disorder. I do not even own a scale, I have no desire to change the way I look and my weight is not something I even think about. However, food is running my life. I have an increasing issue with what I put into my mouth. Basically I think that everything is bad for you. Toxic to the body on a healthy scale....
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I Think I Have a Problem with Eating

So in the last year I have lost +50 pounds. I did it the healthy way. Now in the last few months I have become obsessed, I am constantly thinking about food finding out what I will eat planning the calories for the day. I try to make myself eat more calories because I know I’m not eating enough (usually less than 700) I can’t stand eating with people because I feel like they...
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Depression, Anxiety & Eating Disorder

Lately I’ve been very depressed. I havent eaten in 2 days because I can’t and I’ve been cutting everyday this past week. I’m having severe panic attacks and I have suicidal thoughts. I hate feeling like this and I cant control my emotions. I want to live life positively and not negitive. Being 16 with social anxiety is ruining my life on top if that because I can’t make friends. My parents are hard...
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Cutting and Pressured by Friend/Life

My friend has been trying to tell my family that I cut. She cuts too and sees a therapist. She will not stop telling me to do something about it when I don’t want to tell anyone. I’m not the type of person to share feelings with my parents, and I never have been. It’s been about 5 months that I have cut myself and I often think about not eating because I think...
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How Can I Help My Girlfriend Who Cuts, Hears Voices & Thinks She’s Fat?

Sorry for my English, It’s not my first language. I’m 18, my girlfriend is 16. We love each other more than I ever loved anyone else and she confessed me these things 2 weeks ago. I’m getting really worried though. She had bullying problem and even though now she’s skinny, perfect, and simply beautiful, she stills see herself as fat. She barely eats. She cuts and she hears voice before she goes to sleep....
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