Archives for Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) - Page 4

I Feel Empty. Why?

For as long as i can remember i feel empty. I don’t feel anything. I do bad things to feel something sometimes and i have since i was young, but it does little for me. I have felt for years that there is something i want or need, but i cannot figure it out. Ive tried to fill it with girls, or accomplishments, or sports. nothing has completed me. i have always felt alone....
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Unusual Dissociative Episode

The other morning, I woke up and took a shower, the next thing I remember is that I was driving on a busy highway approximately 60 miles from home, I immediately turned around and headed back. I have no recollection of why I left my house, I didnt have my cell phone, purse anything. The key I had to my vehicle was a spare key, not the usual one that I use in a...
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Pain of Childhood Sexual Abuse

I am in so much pain. I look at my life and noticed that I’ve lost. I have 27 distinct personalities. Mom and Dad decided to have people rape me over and over. I came here from another country and we were poor, so it was ok for Mom to sell us to men who wanted to rape little kids. I was 6 months old and I remember this old man hurting me. I...
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No One Believes Me

I think I have suffered long-term sexual abuse, but am not sure. I was laying down for a nap one day and all of a sudden a memory of miscarrying a baby popped in my head. I remembered everything so clearly, but the idea just came out of nowhere. It was so out of the blue. Later, I was doing homework for a psychology class and I got this image in my head of...
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Am I Borderline?

I might be suffering from Borderline Personality Disorder, but I don’t know. It might be Bipolar Disorder as well. I have a lot of mood swings, that can last a week at least, and sometimes a month. My moods varies between depression/anxiety with extreme suicidal thoughts and self-harm tendencies and “normal” episodes when I’m mildly happy and enthusiastic, but some other days I can be normal, not really depressed nor euphoric or something, but...
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Becoming Something Else

I for a while now have not felt fully human anymore. My friends the few I actual trust said I should get checked out but I know if they were to lock me up in manor of speaking it would make everything worse. I have for the past few years have been turning into a werewolf I know it sounds silly and stupid I cant really explain why. It happens on and off when...
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Son with Schizophrenia

Son being content with no outside life ;no work no friends does not go anywhere/ He was diagnosed at 18 with he could not hold a job he self medicated got caught went to prison and since prison no meds he is quite content just exercising and listening to head thinks when his parole is over he can in the army my fear is… Is that going to make him finally...
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Reason to Believe I Have Dissociative Identity Disorder

Not only did a psychiatrist tell me that he believes that I have multiple personality disorder but a lot of my past experiences and my symptoms add up. My mom thinks I’m Crazy to think I have this but she doesn’t really know. When I was seven or eight my “cousin” sexually abused me as well as my other cousins. He wasn’t a blood cousin he was by marriage. Anyway not long after that...
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Dissociative Identity Disorder?

Since I was young I’ve had major social problems, Insomnia, time lapses of 2 hours or more, out of body experiences and other like minded things. Within the last six years I’ve had four major psychotic episodes witnessed by friends that stated I was not “me” I referred to myself in third person and called myself different names. It became clear that this was very possibly DID and some friends from the local hospital...
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Fiance Has Untreated DID

My fiance has multiple personalities — he has not been diagnosed with DID but after research (and talking to the other personalities) I have no doubts. The personality of greatest concern is a 2 year old. My fiances parents do not know of his disorder, nor does anyone in my family. He does not wish to seek a therapist because he doesn’t want to be officially diagnosed — he doesn’t want it on his...
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Time to Move On?

I’ve been living with my stepfather and my mother for over four years now. I don’t know educational wise, what i want to do and currently am doing part time at a petstore. My stepfather on a regular basis gets in my face about petty things, says inapropriate things to me, insults me infront of family and friends and/or blames me for anything that goes wrong. Its so bad, to the point my mother...
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Sociopath?

I was subjected to repeated abuse and trauma from age 2 until about 5. I’ve had several other traumatic experiences both physical and mental since then. In school I never fit in with others (fighting, manipulation, terrorize) finding them to be mindless robots that have no real purpose too easily controlled, a feeling that hasn’t gone away in adulthood. It has reached the point that the simple act of paying a bill in person,...
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