Archives for June, 2013 - Page 3

I Don’t Want to Live Anymore

I’m 15 and I have lived the worst life possible so far. My parents are separated and my dad is not in my life anymore he used to keep in touch every once in a while but since last summer after he married my cousin I have not heard from. I have tried to reach out to him numerous of times but nothing seems to work. I constantly beat myself up about the situation...
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Boyfriend Can’t Get Over My Past Relationship

I’ve currently been dating a man for 8 months. He’s 45, never been married and has no kids. I’m 1 month away from a finalized divorce and share 2 little boys with my ex. My married relationship has been over for years and I’ve dated a bit before I got into my current relationship. My current relationship has been fast, but fantastic. We laugh a lot together, we can communicate really well, have been...
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Love or Obsession?

When I was in fifth grade, there was this boy whom i usually pick fights with. I never understood why but the boy pissed me off for no reasons. I will always start something so that I can argue with him. After fifth grade, our family moved away from that town and I have never seen him since. However when I was in eighth grade, I started to have dreams about him and then...
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What’s Wrong With Me?

I live a pretty normal i wake up go to school like any other person my but i think i have a serious at first i thought it was my imagination, then when it got worse over the years i started to worry. i live in an imaginary where i am a SUPERSTAR with the perfect life, perfect friends and perfect I’m turning 17 this year and on...
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Turning into Abusive Dad

When I was a child my father always insulted me. I remember he made me cry almost everyday when we were doing my homework because I couldn’t do things right. He made fun of me when I got things wrong or just kept screaming at me. He treated me as if I had no opinions or will, I remember he used to tell me “Don’t ask, you are only here to obey!”. I don’t...
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How to Get Help?

I’ve noticed for a while that i have a depression but didnt go to a therapist yet. This is because i only made bad experiences with psychologists so far, i had an anorexia when i was 16, probably it wasnt a real anorexia, i didnt completly stop eating, i just wanted to be thin and kind of liked the feel and just didnt stop eating a little less calories than you’d need. Before my...
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Jealous or Insecure?

I have been married to my husband for 12 yrs we have 4 children the oldest is 9 and the youngest is 9 months old. My husband and I have been having problems for a long time. Our problem is me I guess to say. I have a very Jealous issue with him. I hate him talking to other females when I am not around even the ones he works with. I feel they...
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Struggling with Self-Improvement

im 16 yrs old ..my dad was an alcoholic and has passed away(4 years ago).i live with my mom and sister used to be a normal moody teen but lately i find myself worried about everything. i love drawing and would like to pursue a career in tattooing but my mother disaproves and wont allow me to study art, she keeps pressuring me to pay more attention to school , she is also...
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I Have Trouble Being Around People

I like to be alone ,and I just don’t know what to do about it to be a normal girl. I feel a sense of relief when I am alone ,and I don’t like to put in an effort to get ready ,and go out. I would rather be alone ,and not have everyone around me, even while I am writting about being around people I start to feel a sort of anxiety of...
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Boyfriend Prefers Pictures to Me

My boyfriend has hundreds of pictures of naked women on his phone and computer, which I know is kind of normal for men but the issue is he is not very intimate with me. He hardly touches my body, doesn’t not try to get to know my body. He says he loves me and would never cheat on me, that he just likes to look. It breaks my heart though to think of him...
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Pain of Childhood Sexual Abuse

I am in so much pain. I look at my life and noticed that I’ve lost. I have 27 distinct personalities. Mom and Dad decided to have people rape me over and over. I came here from another country and we were poor, so it was ok for Mom to sell us to men who wanted to rape little kids. I was 6 months old and I remember this old man hurting me. I...
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Will Schizophrenic Mother Harm Others?

My mom is schizophrenic. She refuses to take her meds. She hears voices and has conversations with them. She has been having fender benders in her car often and has alienated many of her friends. Years ago when she was first hospitalized and released, the Dr. asked me to come to out patient therapy sessions with her. In those sessions she talked about the things her voices told her to do. These were pretty...
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