Archives for November, 2012 - Page 3

Not Sure What I May Have

For the past year or two, everything has seemed fake (buildings, people…) I did not know why but everyday I tried questioning it and it seemed to have gotten worse. I am at the point now where I rarely feel any emotion towards anything, and if I do I am upset that I had the feeling. My traits seem to be more towards schizophrenia though as far as I know I don’t have voices...
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Living in the Past

I haven’t seen my ex in 7 years but I still love him even though I’m with someone else. I was with him for about 4 years off and on. He moved away and I haven’t seen him for 7 years. I never really got over him I checked up on him and still talked to him sometimes until I got with my current boyfriend and he didn’t want me to talk to him...
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Endlessly Fighting with Boyfriend

I know it sounds like any other question, but I need reassurance. Me and my boyfriend have been dating for quite a long time now, everything in the relation was really great for the first 9 months, no fighting or arguments, nothing. But lately are disagreements are becoming daily, and it we’re becoming more and more sensitive to the little things. And my jealousy has been getting worse and worse too. I get jealous...
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Psychotic Depression

Two years ago i had several symptoms of psychotic depression .The symptoms of psychotic depression used to be the cause of severe headache and heart palpitations while reading for school. I haven’t been through any sort of treatment or counseling. Today even though the symptoms of psychotic depression are almost totally gone i find myself having difficulty to concentrate while reading for college which is extremely tiring and affects both me and my performance...
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Boyfriend Lying about Drug Abuse

My boyfriend and I have been together for three years. When we met, I knew that he would occasionally smoke weed with friends but did not think it would be an issue. When we went to college, there were many times when I would say I was uncomfortable with him smoking and would ask him to stop. He promised he would stop and then I found out he lied and had been smoking. When...
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Can I Get The Disorders My Mother Has?

My mother Has Schizophrenia, Manic Depressive, and Bipolar and I was wondering if I would contract any of these mental illnesses. She has been coping with this for many years now. She was diagnosed before I was born and now she is 51 years old but still has not showed signs of it residing. My grandmother told me that was the age that is should “clear up”. She is no longer on medication she...
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I Keep Hallucinating

Earlier this year I started to have tactile hallucinations as soon as i turned to go to bed, It felt like rats crawling on my bed. I have a slight phobia of rats and mice so i thought it was just that. I told my mental health doctor and they upped my seroquel to 1000mg from 200mg. Since then these hallucinations are getting worse, now its not just bedtime I am constantly seeing a...
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Postpartum Loss of Libido

I completely lost the desire to have sex after having my first baby 2 years ago. My sex drive never returned. Ever since I had a baby, I have not wanted to have sex at all. Just the thought of it would be a complete turn off. Of course, it’s starting to take a toll in my relationship and I just want to fix this problem. I am now pregnant with my second only...
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Life Doesn’t Seem Worth Living

Hi, I’m only 15 years old, and I just want to give up. Every day I force myself to mask my emotions and act fun. All I want to do is just disappear. Criticism kills me inside yet I act like I dont give a crap. Recently, I was suspended for losing my cool and punching a guy in the face because of a bunch of issues that caused him to talk behind my...
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I Feel I Am Completely Insane

My mind scares me. The way that I think. Sometimes I can’t even control it. I try to stop doing things or saying things but I just can’t. I really want to kill someone. Sometimes, I just have urges to hurt people. I am a compassionate person and I don’t like to hurt people, but I want to, if that makes sense. My hands shake a lot. I do have anxiety. I am really...
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Can’t Face Current Reality

I am over 300 pounds. I used to be 130 pounds. Dieting is very difficult for me. Exercise is worse in that I am disabled. I noticed one day that when I think about myself in various situations, I see myself as thin again. When I dream, I am a thin person. I’m not an unhappy person! I don’t get out much, but I’m happy and enjoy various aspects of life. I don’t like...
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