Archives for October, 2012

Lost…

T feel empty on the inside. like I’m floating around inside my body without knowing how to control it or how to know how to feel…i have a hard time forming thoughts to make sense and i have a hard time feeling emotions or anything for that matter…i have to force myself to cry just to cry but even then i rarely ever cry…i bottle all my feelings inside. i domnt know how to...
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Fear of Being Schizophrenic

First of all I want to apologize if my English is bad. I developed extensive fear of having/being on the onset of schizophrenia (and psychosis in general) after I read medical articles on the internet about symptoms of schizophrenia. I noticed that I sometimes hear “voices” in my head, more precisely in my mind, usually when I’m lying in the bed and waiting to fall asleep. Now I know of hypnagogic states and hallucinations...
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Getting Help without Money

I am in need of therapy. I have no money and I do not know what to do. I self injury and often times think horrible thoughts. I want help but dont know how. A: It’s a terrible feeling to know you need help but don’t know where to turn. Fortunately, you are in college. Please check to see if your school’s health services offers free counseling to students. Many schools do. Meanwhile, if...
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Nightmares

I’ve been having nightmares for two years now… At first it was the same two over and over every night for about a month. Then I wrote it down and one of them stop but now I just get new ones. At first, I thought I had these nightmares because of The Crash, but I’m pretty much over it, I don’t cry when I talk about it anymore. Plus, the recurring one I can’t...
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Trouble with Reality

Hello. I am having some issues trying to differentiate between reality and dreams. I have become increasingly suspicious, especially of my boyfriend, when he leaves the house pretty much accusing him of doing something wrong. I have had severe depression. I am oversleeping the majority of the time, but go through bouts of insomnia which makes me feel crazed even further. I find myself forgetting where I am going while driving, and end up...
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I Let My Boyfriend Treat Me Badly

I’ve been in a relationship with my boyfriend for almost two years now. I’m 19 and he is 21. To put it bluntly, he’s not the nicest guy. He calls me names and sometimes he’ll act controlling towards me. When I tell him I want to end our relationship, he’ll act like he doesn’t care which freaks me out enough that I never ACTUALLY end things. We’ve “broken up” before and I always contact...
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Stagnation in my Life or Depression in my Mind?

I am a young male who feels depressed at the age of twenty I should be happy where I’m at. I live with three good friends who I grew up with I work at a ridiculously well respected dealership in a small city, I’m single. The ideal situation for a male my age, but I am feeling grounded my job is a emotional roller coaster that is aided by bitter co workers who put...
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Empty

I’ve felt so empty lately. I’m 14 and I just started high school in August. My best friend moved away over the Summer and I’m going to a different school than the rest of my friends. A few weeks ago my little sister (she’s 12) was checked into a Psychiatric ward because she was having thoughts of suicide. it’s all been going down hill from there. I’ve had Anxiety and Paranoia for four or...
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Relationships and Anger

My problem is that my boyfriend left me because he’s tired of the fight we are having all the time and the way i act when i’m angry and how mean my words are when i get nervous the second day after the break up i called him and begged him to come back and i swore that i will change but i got nothing from him except it’s over and i’m done trying...
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Worried about My Jealousy

. I am a REALLY jealous person. What’s mine is mine and I want to get rid of that mentality. I know if I keep this up it will ruin my relationship, but I don’t know how to calm down. A. Although jealousy is a very human trait, I am glad you have it on your agenda to change. The more your are able to believe in yourself and your own well-being the less...
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Weird Thoughts?

Hello, I very often think that the whole world is a set and everybody I see are just actors. I’m paranoid that there are some people outside my house filming and watching me, and I’m also scared that they put cameras in my room. I sometimes talk to myself, in the sense that I ask a question to someone or a non-existing person, I then change character to that person and answer my own...
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Starting to Hate My Husband

Me and my husband been together for 2 years marry for 1 I am starting to hate him because of how he have a son from another woman that no matter what he always put him first before son dont listen so when I yell or put him in time out my husband has a problem with when I tell his son to do something my husband always always tell...
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