In college about 5 months ago, I tried smoking marijuana and had a bad experience. When I woke up the next morning, and for the next few days, I felt very odd and just didn’t feel like myself. I was also getting randomly anxious and I started to become seriously worried that something was wrong with me. Ever since then, it seems that I haven’t been completely free of this anxiety that something is wrong with me from that one time I tried smoking weed. I always am worried that I get anxious like I did that one time I smoked, and experience those same feelings. I also monitor my thoughts and emotions, and whenever I have a negative thought (such as me doing something stupid or losing control of what I do), I start thinking that something is wrong with me. Sometimes this takes away from my happiness and I just dwell on the fact that I just had a scary thought. I’m not sure exactly how to attack this issue, and I haven’t really told many people because I know it’s stupid and all inside my head. I just try so hard to get my thoughts back to the way they used to be and this probably makes me obsess about my own mind. Any advice on what I should do? Thanks so much!
A. Many people have reported a similar experience after engaging in drug use and subsequently being unable to return to their “normal” emotional state. Individuals can be negatively affected by drug use, even after just one use. That is the primary reason why the use of illicit substances is dangerous.
What may be happening to you is that this incident could have triggered the beginning stages of an anxiety disorder. Individuals with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), for instance, can become intensely focused on their thoughts and in some cases, may continually worry that something is wrong. That is the essential nature of OCD. Because of the difficulty you have expressed with regard to your negative thoughts, I would suggest seeing a mental health professional.
Seeing a mental health professional is advantageous for several reasons, including being able to have an objective evaluation about whether you are developing an anxiety disorder. Another reason that it would be in your best interest to see a mental health professional is because he or she could teach you how to properly handle your negative thoughts. It is important to gain the skills necessary for managing your symptoms to help prevent the development of an anxiety disorder. Click the find help tab at the top of this page to locate a mental health professional in your community. Please take care.
Last reviewed: By John M. Grohol, Psy.D. on 10 Aug 2012
Randle, K. (2012). Anxiety after Illegal Drug Use. Psych Central. Retrieved on March 10, 2014, from http://psychcentral.com/ask-the-therapist/2012/08/10/anxiety-after-illegal-drug-use/