Archives for May, 2012

Rate of Misdiagnosis in Schizophrenia

I know I’ve killed someone, but it’s worse then that. For one I’d like to know the known rate of misdiagnosis of Schizophrenia. Statistically confirmed and estimated. For second, I feel screwed, destroyed, helpless and hopeless, lost, and complacent, scared and depressed. I probably have no real friends. I’m also misanthropic and I hate myself because of the murder I’ve committed. However, there’s zero proof what so ever that this murder ever took place....
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Grandparents are Overstepping Boundaries

My in-laws are insistant that they can buy whatever they want for my daughter (she is 22 months old) It has bothered me but I have kept the peace. For Easter they bought her a live baby bunny as a pet after my husband and I said no. They tried to give it to her at a time when my husband was not there. I refused their gift and my mother in law yelled...
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I Feel Alone Almost All The Time

…and i get jealous seeing people in relationships to the point of my stomach hurting. I don’t know if this is a disorder, so if you could answer it please do. Thank you I appreciate it. I am currently a sophomore in High School. I feel as though that I have friends (many) and hang out during school with them but they never keep in touch with me and contact me to go out...
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Is Age Difference a Problem?

So my boyfriend and I have been together for a little over nine months. We get along great and he treats me amazing. The problem, I’m 18 and he’s 41. There is a huge age gap between us, but it doesnt seem to bother him and I know it doesn’t bother me. My parents found out about us two within a month of us starting to date and I got in huge trouble. They...
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Self-Injury

Hey, I’ve dealt with therapist and psychologists and psychiatrists about MDD(major depressive disorder) and I’m a pretty happy guy now, where as before i was suicidal and just depressed. The reason i mention this is because i have a problem with cutting myself but i honestly dont feel that theres any other reason i do it other than the fact that i just enjoy doing it. I start off with the first cut hesitant...
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Boyfriend Described Desire to Kill Me

I have been seeing this guy for about a week now… we have been talking for about a month or so, but just began seeing eachother. Sometimes he says strange and impulsive things, but last night was by far the worst. I don’t even remember what we were talking about, but he said- “I want to cut you, rub you with honey and let ants cover you. I want to hang you upside down...
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What is Causing My Violent and Vivid Daydreams?

Hello I’m not sure what’s wrong with me, I’ve been diagnosed with depression but this is a lot more than sadness. Lately I’ve been just zoning out randomly and I always just have these horrible violent daydreams and thoughts. Once I was sitting in the car with my father and a friend and I imagined just strangling him to death, I never feel the need to act on it but it’s terrifying. Sometimes I’ll...
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I’m Nothing without Him

I’m 16. Almost a year ago today I met the person I fell in love with and wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When no one else cared, he was by my side. He came into the nurse’s office last year on my birthday and sat with me when the nurse saw my scars on my arm from cutting and called my mom. This boy knows everything about me. I...
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Pregnant and Scared

I’m 16 years old and I’ve been dating the same guy for 2 1/2 years. And I still love him. We fight alot and we break up and always get back together some times in hours or a few days but we always end up back together. I do everything for him. I do anything he needs and wants. But some how I always screw up. It’s always my fault. A few months ago...
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Afraid That I Have Avoidant Personality Disorder

I’ve always been very shy and it seems to have escalated into social anxiety. In elementary school I had many friends and joined teams and got involved. In middle school, the same thing. I’ve always been viewed as the “nice, quiet one”. Around grade 10, I started cutting myself off from people, thinking that they wouldn’t want to be my friends anymore. I’m not sure where this came from. Nevertheless, I withdrew myself and...
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Financial Problems & Don’t Know What To Do

Don’t know what to do. Hello my name is Andrew, I am actually asking these things for both me and my grandma. She is 72 and i am 20 years old living with her. It seems every month we find it harder and harder to get by. She only makes money via social security, and after bills are payed we have 75-50 dollars left to spend on groceries for that month. She suffers from...
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Unsure What’s Wrong with Me

Hi. This is a hard for me to write. I’m paranoid that my parents will see it somehow and figure out that it is I. I’m goon to take the risk. First of all, I have been dealing with my problem for a while. I don’t know what to do. I have a lot of the symptoms of OCD. But I don’t know who to talk to. I over think everything. I have trouble...
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