Archives for February, 2012

Irrational Relationship to Food

I think I have an eating disorder. However I know I’m too thin. Is it possible to have an eating disorder and think of oneself as too skinny? My doc automatically says no because people with eating disorders think they are too fat. However I have to force myself to get in a measly 500 calories a day and many days I dont even hit that goal. I think about food and mealtime constantly....
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Grieving a Pet’s Death

I lost my dog about 3weeks ago she got hit by a car, she was the world to me. I suffer from depression and have always seen my life as pointless and having my dog gave me a reason to live. My dog and i were always together, when ever i was sad or upset she would cheer me up, she made getting out of bed worth that shes gone i find that...
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Can You Inherit Mental Illness?

I was diagnosed with schizoaffective at 15. I am 21 now. Though I had psychotic features diagnosed before that age. Im trying to figure out my past for my diagnosis. My mother, I do not know if she has a diagnosis of anything but I strongly doubt she doesn’t. She has a history of from teenage years for being reckless, promiscuous, using illegal substances, etc. Also has many times kind of seemed psychotic in...
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Insecure in my Relationship

I don’t let my fiance talk to any other women . I’m not allowed to talk to other men either . but i’m a lot worse then him . i am always scared hes attracted to other women . thinks there pretty , cute etc . or even if he just checks them out while we’re at the store or something. hes not allowed to watch movies with women in them unless i’m with...
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I Want to Kill People

Every day I have thoughts of killing someone, it doesn’t matter who, I just want to see them die by my hand. I have been planning my first kill and it feels like I will not be able to hold back any longer. I have been a good person my whole life, well pretended to be at least. But I never feel for anyone, I say I have friends but I could watch them...
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Questioning My Mental Status

The Reason I am writing on here is because at this time in my life I am not able to see a therapist but I am going through some questionable moments right now. At the current time for at least a week and a half I have been depressed. I’ve had bouts of depressed on and off before, but I don’t recall it being this severe, I am starting to question my mental status...
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Addiction Has Led to Sexual Dysfunction

I have been addicted to masturbation since I was in middle school, I am now almost 27. I just recently got over this addiction, but now I have another problem. Whenever I am with my new girlfriend, I get erections. When I have these erections, seminal fluid continually leaks out. This causes me to get sexually exhausted, and by the time she is ready for sex, I am unable to get an erection. I...
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Relationship, Cheating, and Depression

My fiancée and I have been together for three years now and we have had the most amazing time together. However recently I have found out that he has been sleeping with prostitutes regularly, he also slept with one of my friends and another woman prior to those incidents. I know he is not telling me the entire truth as I have found a lot of things he has hidden like text messages and...
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Can’t Trust Boyfriend

I’m 43 and have been dating the same man for almost 9 years on and off. The issue is I dont trust him at all, I have caught him lying alot and I just feel he lies more than he is truthful. I have no way of proving this we live almost an hour from eachother. I have been starting to think I need to spy on him to see if he is truthfull....
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I Feel Different

I mean I was just wondering if I have a disorder of some kind. I’m very different, I guess. I’m a generally sarcastic person. I say negative things. I’m also very self-conscious. I figure I could just be acting like a normal teenager but the STARRED problems don’t seem very teenager like. *I’m very hard. * *I don’t get emotionally attached at all even to my own family. * *I used to live with...
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Poor Sleep Affects Everything Else

Where do I start? Well First of all I’ve had sleeping problems ever since i was in year 5 which was when I felt completely crazy and had no idea why but never told anyone. Due to not being able to sleep, I stress out more and get tired way too quickly. I never have dreams and I don’t know why I can’t sleep since it’s been going on for this long there has...
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Overly Dependent on Boyfriend

I always feel really lonely depressed and scared when I’m not with my boyfriend, although few months ago my boyfriend was asking other girls to meet him through social website, I confronted him about this and he said he was sorry and it was ages ago and he wouldn’t do it again but I don’t trust time still he goes out and turns his mobile off and I just feel scared and lonely. I...
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